sad+mopey.

every so often,

i feel like

i'm not good enough.

for anything,

anyone.

i feel like i'm back

in high school,

never part of

the cool kids'

group.

and i try to tell myself it's ok,

and i'm more mature than that,

and that it doesn't really matter,

but in my heart of hearts

i know

it does.

this world sucks sometimes.